For the FIRST time in the past 4 years I can now say I have finally moved on. I feel like a bird right now because I’m so free. My god, I didn’t know it could feel this good.
Guys who kiss your forehead, nose and hands »>
"I crave touch, yet I flinch every time someone is close enough."
I have become rather fearful I suppose.
"How come every other organ in your body can get sick and you get sympathy, except your brain?"
"Have you ever had that feeling? That you’d like to go to a whole different place and become a whole different self?"
Haruki Murakami, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle
"today my teacher asked me
where my heart was.
anatomically, i should’ve answered
‘just to the left of the breastbone.’
but my god that’s not where my heart is at all.
it’s inside you."
"No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side. Or you don’t."
it has been one of my greatest dreams to beat the living shit out of something at least once so god fucking help anybody that ever tries to assault me because i will be brimming with every violent urge that i have ever tucked away in my entire life